My Grandma Gave Me a Plastic Sheep on My Birthday for Years & I only Discovered their Secret Purpose after Her Death
Over the course of several years, Clem’s grandmother had been giving her a small plastic sheep as a birthday present. In the beginning, she attributed it to the fact that her grandmother’s memory was deteriorating with age. On the other hand, she had no idea that the concealed messages contained within each plastic sheep would in fact provide her with numerous options for the future.
In my family, I am the youngest of three children; I am the younger sister of two older boys who are well into their thirties. In spite of the fact that my parents and brothers lavished me with love, there was one person who never failed to tell me that she loved me without conditions, and that was my grandmother.
Towards the conclusion of the day on my nineteenth birthday, Grandma made her customary manner of approaching me while holding a small package in her hand. Already, I was aware that it was yet another sheep made of plastic.
The reason that my grandma gave me a plastic sheep on my birthday was something that I was unable to comprehend for a very long time. Nevertheless, mother had been doing so ever since my seventh birthday, and it had become into a custom.
Whenever I opened the box, I would always appear astonished, as if I was expecting to find another little sheep with a bell of a different colour around its neck.

Grandma had been keeping a secret for me ever since I was a young child, but I had no idea that each sheep contained a secret message and that she had been weaving it for me.
However, my grandmother was an elderly person, and we were all aware that her time on earth was drawing to a close. The news of her passing left me in utter disbelief.
My mother expressed her sorrow by saying, “At least Grandma will live on in you,” as she talked about her mother. “We named you after Grandma Clementine because I knew that as much as you were a gift to Dad and me, you were a gift to her too.”
My mother presented me with a small package containing an additional sheep on the occasion of my twentieth birthday.
“Grandma gave me this before she passed away,” my mother explained. “She said that it was the last one.”
When I stared at the little plastic sheep, I couldn’t help but cry into my eyes. After leaving my brother’s children to eat the birthday cake, I went back to my room and abandoned the small birthday celebration that I had been attending.
Along with the other sheep, I carefully positioned the new one on a shelf that was located above my bed. My grandmother would always give me a sheep as a gift, and I used to worry whether she had a memory problem. This was the reason why she did it year after year. Nevertheless, looking at them now was the most reassuring thing I could have wished for at this point in time.
My older brother approached my room and asked, “Clem?” as he stepped through the threshold and into my space.
“I miss her,” I muttered to myself. “Even if I did think she was bizarre for the plastic sheep.”

“So you haven’t figured it out yet?” Sheldon inquired with a grin that conveyed his understanding.
I gave a slight shake of my head.
“Look underneath the sheep,” he instructed.
I flipped it around and read the printed statement that was underneath the sheep, which caused me to feel confused.
The phrase “I love you” preceded by a number. In order to maintain the order of the sheep, there is an additional number placed behind one of the legs.
In spite of the fact that it appeared to be a code or something such, I still required confirmation.
“You really don’t get it, do you?” Sheldon flashed a grin.
“Get what?” I inquired, not knowing what to expect.
“Take a look at the most recent one, and then write down the numbers in the correct order. To my brother, “Come on, Clem,” he said with a smirk before returning to the party that was taking place in the living room.
The last message that was sent was to Clem, “Go to the bank.”
Putting the numbers in the order of the years that my grandma had given me the sheep was the order that I placed them in. The underbelly of the sheep revealed a number that could be used to open a bank account.

The day after that, I went to the bank that I was aware my grandma had dealt with in the past. I was taken aback when I learned that Grandma had opened a bank account for me at the time of my birth and had been depositing money into it on an annual basis.
There was more than $120,000 waiting for me.
Greetings, “Ma’am,” the consultant said. “It’s not over yet. You were also the owner of a safety deposit box that was owned by your grandma. At this moment, I will grant you access to it.
The package was brought to me by the banker after I had to wait for a while. Within the envelope was a letter that had been written by my grandmother by hand.
Greetings, Clem,
You’ve got it figured out! I hope you can forgive this elderly lady for playing with you in such a manner, but please know that I adore you. As a result, I had to make certain that you were prepared for life and carry out the transaction in this manner so that no one would take the money away from you.
You should come over for some tea, honey, if I am still around.
You have my love.
This is Nana.
As the burden of her love began to settle in, tears began to fall freely.
Along with the note that I carried in my handbag, I also brought a bouquet of flowers and a flask of tea with me as I made my way to the location where Gran was laid to rest.
There was a gentle glow emanating from the setting sun that illuminated the cemetery. In fact, the flowers appeared to be delighted to be among the deceased. I poured Grandma a cup of tea from the flask and then set the flowers, which I had brought with me, on her grave.
The way that Grandma always did it, I added two spoons of sugar to the mixture. While I was sitting there, I took a sip of the tea and felt her presence.
“I am grateful to you, Nan,” I said. I am now able to attend the college of my dreams because to you. I will never fail to make you proud. To a greater extent than anyone else, you have loved me.
While I was sitting there, I felt my grandmother’s presence as I emptied my heart out to her and shared how much she was missing. I sat there till the tea in my grandmother’s cup became cold.
In what ways does your family have a good reputation?

This is yet another tale for you to hear: One day, you might turn to the person you care about, only to discover that there is a void and feel regret, just like Hugo did. His late grandmother Rosemary, who had worked as a street sweeper, was a source of constant embarrassment for him. When he was left with nothing but an urn of ashes after her passing, he was so upset that it shattered on the ground that he condemned her.